Why I do what what I do not want to do, and do the exact thing that I hate

There are Heavenly Bodies and is one of a kind, and the glory of the Earthly is of another. Earthly bodies, but the glory of the Heavenly. 1 Corinthians 15:40

You are born with the earthly body. We all are. It says in Ecclesiastes that it is better to be born dead than alive. There is a Proverb that says a still born baby is better off than a wise man.

You are made to become new. That’s the only thing new in this life. YOU! Everything else repeats itself generation after generation. GOD creates us and the problems, struggles, attitudes the earthly way of thinking that we will come to him through our Lord and savior Jesus Christ so he may lead and guide us to have the life that we are made to be.

Today marks 8 years that My child Analeisa Rose grew angel wings. I am so forever grateful for all that the Lord Jesus Christ has taught me. Obviously the first few years I was broke. Picked up drinking and became a drunk. However the Lord God was there and through this journey he has shown me the gifts he gave me.

That’s what he does it takes our pain away and shows us a new way of life if we are open. Actually sometimes you don’t even have to be open. Over time he will open you I promise. He did that to me.

And you shall remember the whole way that the Lord your God has lead you these forty years in the wilderness, that he might humble you, testing you to know what was in your heart, rather you would keep my commandments or not. He humbled you and let you hunger and fed you with manna which you did not know, nor did your fathers know, that he may make you known to man does not live with bread alone, but man lives by every word that comes from the mouth of the Lord. Deuteronomy 8:3

What this is saying is from way back to your ancestors there have been issues. Again has they trickle down. God has shown them and they did not get it before their silver cord of life broke. Above GOD says I was showing you and you did not even know it. On this journey with the Lord as I sit and think about all the things that happened to me and my family from way back GOD has always been there and I didn’t know. I can think all the way back to the 7th grade.

It’s the bad stuff that happens to us that makes us who we are. That’s when we starts molding us. It’s the potter and the clay, the tree and the vine. He will continue to do things to us to get our attention that we may learn to know that all things come from GOD.

One we learn that and start becoming grateful it is then he starts working on our thinking. I believe that the 12 steps are made for all of us. Every single person on this earth if you want to start escaping your earthly bodies to become a spiritual body do the 12 steps. It reaches every body. Everyone has a vice!

For we know that the law is Spiritual, but I am in the flesh, sold under sin. Romans 7:15

Everyone sins everyday. There is no way you cannot sin. For we are made to sin that we may come to the Lord Jesus to change our thinking to be spiritual and not live by flesh. You continue to do things you are not suppose to and know they are wrong. Hod is showing you daily that you can have a better life. That you are made for so much more and you know it. You often ask yourself the question why is it that I continue after knowing the Spiritual law.

For I do not understand my own actions. For I do not do what I want, but I do the very thing that I hate. Now if I do what I do not want, I agree with the law, that is good. So now it is no longer I who do it, but sin that dwells in me. Romans 7:15-17

This this all in your thinking. This is now solely flesh. You know what your doing. GOD is showing you the way. He is even sending you signs and teaching you through people possibly readings from the Bible, maybe a fallen star out of the sky. Just think about it. At this point your just not listening and time after time again after time he is forgiving still loving you still there.

My friends this life is a disease. When you Live in flesh it’s a disease crying to escape. Sometimes the cure the cure to the disease is harder to fight than the disease. It’s worth it.

I can really relate to what is written above. GOD was teaching Kyle through people when I first started this Spiritual journey. Then it was through the Bible and church. At that time he was showing me is power. He was sending messages sign spiritual awakenings everyday. I wasn’t listening. I wasn’t understanding. I was just so very excited to be learning all of this. Having him in my life. Honestly I really didn’t know it was him.

For I know that nothing good dwells within me, that is, in my flesh. For I have the desire to do what is right, but not the ability to carry it out. Romans 7:18

It is when we become one in Christ to have spiritual thinking that we no longer live by the flesh however by the spirit.

My next blog I will teach you how to do that by changing the way that you think that it be of Christ in which is GOD.

Thank you Father In Heaven for doing what you do to us, for us, and with us. In The Name Of Jesus 🙏

Melissa Giles

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