For I know the plans I have for you says the Lord , plans for welfare and not evil to give you future and hope. Jeremiah 29:11
He knows everything about us. He knows how are lives are going to be. He knows every single hair on our head. He knows us before our mother’s womb. How do I know? The bobble says that he has a plan. Your life is in his hands if you just let him in.
Trust in the Lord with all your heart, and do not lean on your own understanding. Proverbs 3:5
In all your ways acknowledge him, and he will make you path. Proverbs 3:6
There comes a point in ones life they we become sick and tired. I would like to think that at this time you either start looking up or stay in the same state that your in.
I remember when I would drink so much that it would be a complete black. Sometimes it would happen every single day. Or I would wake up and not know what happened. In a fairly recent situation was life threatening.
I’ve been drinking since I was about 32 years when I had a tragedy in my life. I knew about GOD however I didn’t “know” him.
Finally I decided maybe I should go to AA. Little did I know that it was him that put that thought in my head. I did the 12 steps eventually and had an amazing spiritual awakening. (I’ll share my spiritual Awakenings in a different blog)
However, it wasn’t long like probably with in days of this awakening I started drinking again.
I didn’t realize that he was still with me. I guess I wasn’t sick and tired of being sick I’m tired enough to want to follow and trust him. However he never left me. And he never leaves you.
In fact he was there all the time. I would be thinking about something, for instance the direst time I was looking in the sky and all the clouds were animals. I then realized I had a dream about animals the night before. I was amazed and yet still didn’t understand. What it did do it made me smile and think about him more.
Blessed is the man who remains steadfast under trial, for when he has stood the test he will receive the crown of life, which GOD has promised to those who love him. James 1:12
During this time he was showing me my purpose in life. In which I already knew that my purpose in life was to help others find their purpose by changing your way of thinking. This is where Spiritual Warfare comes from. This was November 1 2013.
I had no idea how hard it was going to be. Omgosh. I did not know how hard it was to change your way of thinking. It’s super hard. Plus I didn’t realize at the time that in order to help people I had to change my thinking.
As time went on I would not work on my purpose because I didn’t want to be a hypocrite. So when I would start drinking or anything I would not do it. I only talked about it. I had a vision on the date above about Spiritual Warfare and knew in full faith that some day just someday I know I would help millions of people. I did not know when I just knew that it would happen.
With that being he was teaching me how to do it. I would pray at times Father I can’t Your will. Just take me. I would wake up and be mad about it.
Now it’s 6 11 2019 and now I’m just beginning sober minded and ready. I am forever grateful for that.
This is really just a short summary of my walk with Christ. Really setting a picture of really what Christ is. If you just trust him.
He will never give up on you. In fact he’s waiting right now. All it takes is a little mustard seed of faith to set your purpose.
When you find your purpose living it by changing the way you think. It’s hard, however worth it. When you change your thing to be of one mind with him everything becomes heaven. You can have heaven on earth and that’s what you are made for. You have greatness in you that is screaming to get out. I promise. People help people. That’s why we you are here.
I love you with all my heart and soul. Please let me help if you want. That’s why I am on this earth. It’s my passion to do the same.
Much love and GOD bless,