Unequal weights and unequal measures are both alike an abomination to the Lord. Proverbs 20:10

Dang it! I started this blog not really knowing where it was going. The proverb above stuck out like a sore thumb. I didn’t know why.

I’m sitting outside saying GOD why can’t I stop smoking and honestly like I really don’t do this to often because just like with everyone else. It’s like he’s done everything for me to make things better for me and it’s me that’s not doing it. So I feel really bad when I talk to him about stopping certain things because there is no reason for me to do them. It’s strictly free will. I know the benefits and promises that are to come when I make that decision to just stop!

Dang! I know longer beg or pray for things like that. Now, as I’m talking to GOD outside. He says go write about it. I say ok come in and pull up that Proverb! 🤦‍♀️ to write about not smoking.

Here is what it means to me. Smh it’s so stupid! On my part of course. Knowing the GOD that I know and his plan for me.

Unequal weights meaning doing things I’m not suppose to do knowing that I’m not to do them and unequal measures sums up what I do. It’s me. It’s saying I’m going to drop and then not stopping. It does not make GOD happy with me at all. I can’t complain about anything because it’s my decisions that leave me where I’m at.

Dang! 🤦‍♀️ his reality makes me feel really bad. I even try arguing him with him at times. Like why do I have to stop smoking??? And if I’m so holy why don’t I live like the pope! Like protection wise. That sounded really bad. Then he says you are protected what are you talking about?! 🤦‍♀️ OK. Thank you father for all you do to me for me and with me! Please forgive me of all my sins.

Just thought I’d share.

Much love my friends!

Melissa Giles

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