Spiritual Awakening

Where it all began. My first encounter with GOD himself was awesome. Before this particular situation he was showing himself however not him. What I mean not him I mean not him face to face.

Have you ever met GOD face to face? I can hear muffle if he is spirit for he really doesn’t have a face. Well that’s not necessarily true. He came down from the heavens as Jesus. So therefore he does have a face.

During transformation when I would close my eyes and ask for him to show me his face, it was Jesus. Now he’s only done that twice. I’ve asked for a dozen or more times.

This particular time I did the 12 steps. Now if you aren’t familiar with the 12 steps it is made for Alcoholism, and drug addicts. Tho I think everyone should do the 12 steps. I think it’s a great way to start building a relationship with GOD.

During the 12 steps I did what was asked of me. That was to write letters to people who have hurt me, and whom I have hurt, a letter to myself and a letter to GOD. Those were the 3 things I was asked to do. So that’s what I did. There are other parts to the 12 steps that are important however these three letters were the most important because it’s all about acceptance and forgiveness.

Accepting the things you cannot change and gaining the wisdom and knowledge of forgiveness. Forgiveness not only of others however taking responsibility and forgiving yourself. In anything in this life, there comes a time when taking responsibility for your own thinking or doing becomes very real. If your going through a difficulty with another person, everyone plays a role in that situation. What I learned in doing this is not to always point fingers however to honestly look at my part in a situation because when it comes to forgiveness there is always 2 or more people involved.

A close friend of mine was my sponsor in AA. She didn’t go to AA nor was she an alcoholic however we had one thing in common. We both lost a child. She did the 12 steps and knew they would help me. The only difference was I was an alcoholic.

Going up to her place and talking to her about a few other steps she sent me home with the assignments in which I already told you. And I did them I wrote them drinking. I really had to go down deep. I mean how can I ask for forgiveness to people whom have already passed, grew angel wings. How can I ask forgiveness of GOD when I dint feel Luke I deserve it. How can I ask for forgiveness when I don’t forgive myself.

Well writing these letters Jesus was there. I didn’t know at the time he was there however I do now. In writing the letters at the end of each one it said you are forgiven. I of course don’t have the letters anymore however sure I wrote about this in my journal. This happened in 2014.

I went back up to my friends house and we sat and talked awhile and then I started to read her the letters. One by one I read them and she sat very still with her eyes clothes. I will never forget in fact can picture her right now just sitting there.

After I got done reading the letters she opened her eyes and said let’s pray. She grabbed my hands as she was sitting across the table from me. She started praying Father Melissa has come before you and has read her letters of forgiveness to you herself and to others. She continues to pray please father accept these precious words for they came from her heart. Father I ask that you protect Melissa because she is your child….. she starts breathing hard. I thought she was done so I tried to pull away and lift my head and was unable to. She says GOD is sending his angels. She’s breathing harder. I said what….

As I tried to lift my head and pull away again I couldn’t, she says again GOD is sending his angels. All if a sudden I feel this overwhelming tightness from my head to my toes. Just being squeezed ever so tightly. I’ll never forget it the feeling. Then it went away. Alice she stopped praying. I felt so much lighter. Like I just lost 60 lbs of weight and was floating on a cloud.

I was so happy. I couldn’t stop smiling. It was like the angels were holding my cheeks and wouldn’t allow me or to smile. I hadn’t smiled in so long I literally had to retrain myself and my face to smile. I give all credit to the angels because truly it was them. I said bye to Alice and ran down to the chapel. (She has a chapel on her property).

I ran down there a fell to my knees with my letters and prayed. However I was so grateful that I experienced his power and love through forgiveness. Now it was time to start loving more.

I took the letters and ripped them up as instructed and put them in the GOD bottle. It’s done! Just like Jesus on the cross said it’s done father.

That’s what it was…. was done.

Much love my friends.

Melissa Giles

Holy Spirit

Pursue Love and earnestly desire those Spiritual Gifts, especially that you may prophesy. 1 Corinthians 14:1

We are all made to have Spiritual gifts. The Bible talks a lot about Spiritual Gifts in 1 Corinthians. I didn’t know anything about my spiritual gifts for a very long time. Or that they even existed.

This song Holy Spirit brought one of them to my attention one morning. In 2014, I was sitting on my couch, just taken my daughter to school. I was doing my morning routine, reading my Bible. I hadn’t watched T.V. In I don’t know how long. At this time it probably had been a couple years.

Being led into being an Entrepreneur one of the biggest thing they talk about is mindset. I was determined to do whatever they said because I could understand everything they talked about. In fact it flowed right a long with my thinking of ‘ What do I want to be when I grow up” when I was a kid. So T.V. Wasn’t an option anymore. No negativity or as little as possible.

That morning I decided to turn on the TV now GOD at this time as taught me a little about how he controls the mind. Or how he can use people to talk through them to you.

The news was on. Katie Courtic and Matt on The today show was just ending the show. Katie says make this day a good productive day, Matt says don’t just sit around Everyone have a great day. Well the way GOD had been teaching me I knew that was for me.

When you start building a relationship with GOD through Jesus I promise you, you know! 😇

So all of a sudden I hear this loud deep voice. GET UP! I thought Omgosh I was scared for a minute. So I jumped off that couch and ran to the bathroom to take a shower. I turned on KLOVE and this song came on.


As I am in the shower rinsing my hair I felt something grab my arms put my hands behind my back and sip my head under the water. I stayed there for a few minutes. I was trying to lift up and I couldn’t. Then I was released after the song ended. When I opened my eyes I quickly pulled back the curtain to look around. That was my first encounter I thought someone was in the shower with me I was scared. When I looked around no one was there. Just the radio and steam in the bathroom.

At that point I wasn’t scared anymore I quickly got out of the shower and started to get dressed. I had a towel on my head when again walking out of the bathroom I was stopped. I felt like this messaging feeling on my stomach and the top of my head. I knew I was close to the angels I just didn’t know that close. So I couldn’t move. I just stayed their til they were done.

I walked over to put on a shirt and Now I know it was Jesus back then I didn’t know or maybe I didn’t believe he would be standing in my room. He stopped me, he made me bow to him 3 times. Then let me go.

Now being an entrepreneur I wanted to jump online of course play the song Holy Spirit and show everyone on YOUTUBE what had happened. I mean who the heck wouldn’t want to show that and tell everyone what had happened. Well people thought I was crazy. I got a lot of Melissa what are you doing. I would say and I just felt their vibe. They didn’t know or believe me about the Holy Spirit or Jesus.

See, I didn’t straighten up my act. I did in some ways however I just couldn’t stop drinking. I was in a really bad relationship and the story can go on and on. This is a story about Jesus his power and most his love.

This has been my go to song when I meditate because every time I know he is here with me. I know that GOD is in the room or in my mind or around me. If I feel anxiety or being attacked mindfully at work in my body if it gets to be to much Ouse this song for everything!

The Holy Spirit is real along with Jesus and GOD. His mission was to teach me his love and to know that I am not alone. Also to let me know that my journey really was just beginning. He was teaching me how to change my thinking, how to have faith and trust in him and to show me his power within our thinking and in your thinking. He is in control no matter if you want to listen or not.

This isn’t the first Spiritual Awakening that I have ever had. I think that everyone has spiritual awakenings everyday we just don’t see them. Not only do we not see them however to often they are forgotten so it leads to forgetting about GOD.

At first GOD was just rebuilding me. He was building me to be formed in my thinking to be the image of Jesus.

Now over time I have been made in the image of Christ, and in my thinking. For me it’s important to listen and meditate with this song because feeling the presence calms my spirit no matter what. He brings me into his light and loving arms where I can pray ask for forgiveness of my sins and know that everything is going to be just fine. Sometimes my mind will be going 100 miles and hour just telling him everything. He says SUSH! Just stop. Be quiet and sit in my presence.

My friends call on the Holy Spirit at any time. I’m no body special. We all have gifts it’s just a matter of how far will you let GOD take you without giving up. The journey isn’t made to be easy.

You have to want it as bad as he wants you to have it. If you have a thought about something spiritual it comes from him, if you have a thought that something your doing needs to change it comes from him, if you ever doubt his love or plan for you turn on this song a sit quietly in his presence.

Don’t ever give up on GOD, especially when times get rough. Have faith that whatever gift he’s showing you have it’s a gift to help others, it’s a gift to get you to where he wants you to be, it’s a gift that if you dint give up it will lead you to purpose and destiny.

Always much Love.❤️ 😇

Melissa Giles

PS. The gift that I have and has been shown to me that most relevant is the Gift to teach the world the mystery. In which is Faith.

Do you ever feel spiritually, emotionally and physically lame?

This is how I’m feeling. It’s not about me this is where I have a hard time. I’m not complaining. I’m telling the truth how can I write when the journey with GOD hasn’t reached that full potential of his power to show whom he really is. It’s a story. The end yet the beginning is here. Everything you want me to do I can do at the beginning to the end.

I have become the laughing stock of all the people’s, the object of their taunts all day long. Lamentations 3:14

On my oh my…. I can so relate to this. St this time that’s what it is. Some my doing some not. Most people will go and get bitter to GOD. They will act out against one another and make each peoples hate other people. The bitterness on the heart grows so solid at times that they may never recover. They dip into addictions to the feeling of hate in which is what is happening today in our world. They don’t see the power of GOD and what he is actually doing. Not as punishment to anyone however to say hey. Come to me. I am love.

They forget what happiness is. It is so easy to do especially when you get caught in the thought of hate. It’s so sad. Yet it’s how the human brain the human being is taught through the minds of other humans yet at the same time it’s the Power of God.

He made my teeth grind on gravel, and made me cower of ashes my soul is bereft of peace; I have forgotten what happiness is. Lamentations 3:16-17

This is when your sick and tired of being sick and tired. Your fed up. Everything your realizing is coming from GOD. I don’t know about you however I pay very close attention to numbers. And if you look above it says I FORGOT WHAT HAPPINESS IS. How many of you feel that way? Even in the midst of understanding my friends their are days that I feel that way too. That’s why it says Are you Spiritual, menatally and physically lame? If the answer is yes. Look at the numbers. So if you think about it it’s 3:16. And what is 3:16?

For GOD so loved this world that he gave his only son, that whoever believes in him should not parish and have eternal life. John 3:16

When you feel down and out about life and feeling like that lame man then who do we turn to we turn to Jesus. That’s why he was made. That’s why GOD came back as man.

So I say “My endurance has perished; so has my hope from the lord. Remember my addiction and my wandering, the wormwood and the gall! My soul continually remembers it and is bowed down within me. But this I call to mind, and therefore I have hope. Lamentations 3:18-21

You start blaming GOD you think you lose your hope, your love for GOD has parishes yet he is still there. He’s still there holding your hand because he loves you. He loves you so much that he gave you Jesus in which he gave you him. It’s the mind it’s the devil who takes that happiness away because we give him power to our thoughts.

That is why it says but this I call to mind and therefore I have hope. It’s the mind. It’s the thoughts that we give the power to that don’t exists. It’s a game that not only do we play with ourselves we play with the devil. That’s where the hope comes in from GOD.

The steadfast love of the lord never ceases; his mercies never come to end; they are new every morning great is your faithfulness. The Lord is my portion says my soul, therefore I will hope in him. Lamentations 3:22-24

My friends this is faith. This is a portion of faith. It’s the things that we hope for that are unseen. Which is GODhis son Jesus and the power of the Holy Spirit.

His steadfast love is sooo true. His love is loyal. The most loyal love you will ever have. His love never ceases because everyday is a new day. Everything from the minute to the day before means nothing to GOD meaning what you did or someone did to you is a wash. It’s a brand new day every single morning. That’s his faithfulness to you. That’s what he wants us to do for everyone. So that you will build up your faith in him that he will take away the feeling of being that Soirirual, Mentally, Physically lame being.

The lord is my portion says my soul therefore I hope in him. The Lord is good to those who wait for him, to the soul who seeks him.

It is good that one should wait quietly for the salvation of the Lord. Lamentations 3:25-26

It’s all about FAITH in the ability to change the mindset.

Thanks for listening. Much love always Melissa Giles

Analyizing people

Should you really analyze a person. Isn’t that we are humans that think one way in which we are trained to think.

“TRAINED” Doesn’t that feel like your being potty trained or something, just as of Life. Ummm make you and me wonder.

Think about that thought for one second……..

okay maybe we should go 2 or 3 minutes.

Analyzing a person is only good of it is in the sight of GOD. During ur when your thoughts have come to he like of him he almost makes us want to analyze without judgement of now the person we are analyzing.

Now thinking about the “TRAINED” part! You must think about the mindset! The mindset of conscious and subconscious. That the conscious mind is definitely built and “trained” by the time your six. I personally like the word built verses trained. I mean you are not an animal however an animal in your thinking in which it would mean that you were trained. Well…. when it’s put that way. It’s worldly in which that would mean that you are in worldly standards in which you are trained. With such a harsh word yet such a harsh world you and I both live in.

The question is that we must change our way of thinking to be of spiritual and less trained.

You may be asking the question Melissa don’t you have to be TRAINED to be in of Spiritual thinking? And the answer is NO. You don’t. You learn to transform your mindset into be of one with GOD because you are learning not to be of the world yet to be of the Spirit.

When thinking of the mindset of GOD it’s thought not learn. It’s becoming of one not more than or less then. It’s of one.

To be of one it’s to be of one! It’s embracing the thought that nothing else exists in the world of worldly thinking. The judgement, guilt, Shane all of the emotions fade away because you have learned to be of one with him and of him. With that said who can you actually judge when you are analyzing another person? In all honesty you can’t. For you can only judge yourself and put yourself in their shoes asking yourself while analyzing this person if you have been there before.

This gains a high vibration from the creator of all things to know that yeah it’s ok to analyze however not ok to judge. When you become the one with him he is the only one whom can analyze and pass judgement on a spiritual level and will lead you to be the analyzer in one with him in the spiritual realm of thinking.

If you find yourself in another setting where you are the analyzer and passing judgement you are merely not in one with him and living in the worldly thinking of the world.

You are made to be in the image of him so the next time you are analyzing, first ask yourself have I been there and how may I help.

God bless you all, much love always Melissa Giles

Who’s your master?

For I am to stupid of a man and lack common sense. Proverbs 30:2

I’m telling you this is a proverb that should really be a affirmation. Really think about the Proverb then what you do in your daily life. Being spiritual myself I can sooo relate to this Proverb.

After complete transformation of my mind I still fall back in lacking common sense. And very honest about it. Truly.

It’s not a Proverb to make you feel bad. It’s a Proverb that says come on Christians you Spiritual people after all the years of teaching what really have you learned. How much real can I be.

I fed you with milk, not solid food, for you we’re not ready for it. And even now you are not yet ready. 1st Corinthians 3:2

Proverbs along with all parts of the Bible teach us to love GOD most of all. However loving him is also obeying his commandments. I made this blog or I should say GOD made this blog to for not only me to understand his ways are greater then mine however yours too.

I have to ask myself daily and sometimes I loose sight of this question.

Who is your Master? I seem to think daily uggg what am I going to do today? You know what honestly I don’t even ask myself that I should ask myself that. And perhaps writing this blog will bring attention within my thinking that the above Proverb should be in my thinking through out the day so that I could make better decisions through out the day.

My mind is so consumed from the beginning of the day one my Future. The future that I want so bad. I think about him all day long. Literally consumed with this person that I don’t even know for sure how true it is.

As I wake up in the morning and basically listen to the same songs just thinking what if.

The point of this and how I start my day. Is that we are to live in the present. Not the past or the future because honestly I don’t know what it holds and neither do you.

Being Spiritual and what I concentrate on is something that should matter however I don’t use common sense from what GOD has taught me in which is faith.

When you have faith you don’t consume your mind with negative thoughts because that’s not giving your life to GOD as he has taught you to do.

It’s lacking the common sense of being like minded with GOD.

That’s what I’ve been taught so the question today will be who is my master?

Will it be the choice of not being happy not wearing a smile not having the understanding and common sense that he has a plan. Will my thought reflect his thoughts will they reflect my own? The problem is that when I concentrate on things that don’t serve my thinking anymore I tend to have a bad day.

The brain is very powerful and today I choose GOD to be my Master. I pray for you and I that this happens because of the Love from Jesus lives in you and in me.

Have a fantastic Monday and July First. It will be the first day of your life if you just use common sense.

Much Love,

Melissa Giles. ❤️❤️❤️❤️😇😇😇😇

Attraction Marketing is a game changer. Find out Why

Attraction Marketing is key to building a successful online business. Here are some things you should do daily in your business to become successful in your company.

1. Add value to your prospects. Why must you add value? Value is explaining or showing your Audience who you are and what they need. It’s giving them hope when they are getting ready to quit.

2. Who is your target market? Finding your target market can be hard depending the niche your in. However you must find your target market because marketing to everyone is marketing to no one.

3. The people who are interested in internet marketing is your target market. You want to connect with people who are interested in building a business at home. They are looking for leads and signup for their business. So that is who you want to market it to if that’s what you have to offer.

4. All of the leaders online have an e-book. Create a short ebook to solve some of your target marketers pains. Why an e-book? It’s puts you as an Authority in your Niche. You become a author of a book. Again you are providing value to those who are looking for what you have.

5. Post motivational quotes. Inspire people. Attraction marketing is showing people who you are.

Do these things daily and you will become an Authority in your niche. People then will want to buy from you. People buy people not products.

Much love always.

Melissa Giles