What is keeping you stuck?

The only thing that can keep you stuck is you. It is you that is being a slave to your thoughts. So how is it that you change that?

There are simple ways you can change this. However the number one solution is showing up. Showing clear minded so that you are able to pay attention to what is being said.

You must go with your gut feeling which is community sting with your heart than your heart is communicating with your brain and that’s when you know you must take action.

What do I mean by taking action. It’s taking action of your thoughts. What are thinking or saying to yourself.

In which makes you not want to take action. My friends it’s hard to take control of those thoughts. It’s was we are programmed to do or say to ourself.

How do you get rid the thoughts of being stuck?

1. Meditation daily to calm your brain. There is nothing more powerful than to lay down and just be still. To feel your whole body just relax. This is important to calmness of mind. It ultimately brings you peace of mind so you can learn how to control your thoughts.

2. Through the day when your thoughts seem to be taking over the action you want to to do however you feel you can’t. Pray. GOD please calm my mind. Father please lead and direct my thoughts to be of you and only you. In Jesus name amen. You may not feel a change right away and you may. It depends on your relationship that you have in something higher than self. Take the time to recognize what you are feeling after prayer. You have to truly want this in your heart.

3. Show up anyways. No matter what your thought are take action anyway. Rather it be a short blog, a 10 second video, or a couple of post on Facebook or whatever social media platform you are using. Just do it.

4. Learn to listen to your heart. Over time you will know that your heart is telling you something more than what your brain is saying and just go for it. Trust your heart because it is your higher power leading you.

With all this said it isn’t the company your joining that is the problem. Join one company and stay with them. When you jump from company to company it’s like promoting to everyone. For every company you join will have some kind of different audience.

Be strong know that your bigger than your thought. Your worth what you are trying to achieve. Remember the success of overcoming your thoughts ya way better than the money you can make.

Much love my friends.

Melissa Giles

Day 2

Yesterday was a good day. No drinking personal time it’s GOD to write the contents of my book. Last night was hard. However feel like I accomplished it. I didn’t go drink.

Today I am grateful for having the chance to write the table if contents. I think about my book a lot. Sometimes…. the book and Spiritual Warfare consume my mind. Where because I can’t do it I constantly think about how? How am I really going to do this.

So yesterday is was a great accomplishment to be able to write the table of contents. It may need some work however that’s ok. When it goes to the publisher then things can be adjusted.

The goal is to write one chapter a day. And ultimately it is about Spiritual Warfare. How did it cone about and what lead to the end to an old life beginning a new.

There are things in ones life that will keep a person stuck, for me it’s drinking. Knowing and realize zing the full effect of the brain and what it does I mean think about it. If we know these things why do it right? Well that’s the Spiritual Warfare part of this life. And if you are chosen it’s even harder.

I believe the reason why people here don’t like me is because of my connection with GOD and still have a problem.

Well, I’ll tell you too can have that relationship with him just like the one I have. How? You don’t worry and there are things that you need to change. Again the relationship is based on faith. Tho some of you say without works faith is dead and yes that’s true. However there are different perceptions of that verse. If you had the faith that I have then you would know that keeping the same mind of GOD is difficult.

Not gossiping, loving one another all the time, not judging a person, anger, jealousy whatever the behavior that you are showing. I don’t know what it is. So things are hard not todo because we live in a world that does nothing but that.

With that said that’s the faith that I work on daily. The drinking as stopped and will stop. However I am a human being. I will struggle just like every other Alcoholic.

Have a great day. Put good energy out there and just try to notice a behavior that you may be displaying that is keeping you stuck in your marriage or a lot of drama at work or problems with your kids… whatever it is think what it is that your doing. I will pray that those character defects will come to your attention this day.

Listen and pay attention GOD will show you.

I ask that you pray for me as I get off of work at 5 that the spiritual realm doesn’t say to me you can just have one beer because I can’t.

Stay blessed. Always much love.

Melissa Giles

Do you boast about GOD?

Speak: “Thus declares the Lord, “The dead bodies of men shall fall like dung upon the open field like sheaves after the reaper and none shall gather them.” Jeremiah 9:22

Thus says the Lord:let not the wise man boast in his wisdom, let not the mighty man boast in his might, let not the rich man boast in his riches, but him boast boasts in this, that he understands and knows me, that I am the Lord who practices steadfast love, justice, and righteousness in the earth. For these things I delight, Declares the Lord. Jeremiah 9:23-24

I am not to sure why this passage came up. I know that in the passage it talks about bragging about what you have and not giving credit to GOD for those things. I have always struggled with not being materialistic. When I say struggle it’s hard to start new. All over again if you will.

I have picked up and moved leaving everything several times. Without a thought of keeping anything other that valuable things such as pictures and writings. Those are what mean the most. I always knew that no matter what GOD has my back and will provide everything as he always has. That’s what he delights in boasting and having the faith in him that he will provide.

That’s what he would call Wisdom because all in all it’s his way of thinking and not mine. So boasting to someone about what you gave or how much money you have is not delightful to GOD because he gave it to you. So if you want to boast about anything that you have it would be boasting GODS love for you and being blessed entirely.

I guess if your boasting about anything that is yours if you want better praise him for what you have because really it belongs to him.

GOD is not materialistic he is not a lover for those who love money. Only boast about him and the wisdom that you have gained by being rich. There’s two different ways of being rich.

1.money of course

2. Most important it’s your heart.

Who you are with that money, the intention of the heart because GOD knows.

Thus says the Lord: learn not the way of the nations nor be dismayed at the signs of the heavens because the nation is dismayed at them., for the customs of the people’s are vanity. A tree from the forest is cut down and worked with an ax by the hands of a craftsman. Jeremiah 10:2-3

I love that scripture because really it’s all vanity. Meaning it’s meaningless to have anything because GOD gave it to you. You can’t take anything that you have to Heaven. It all stays down here. And depending how you live your life is depending where your stuff will be handed too.

You don’t have anyone in your life and you died tomorrow. What would happen? Does it matter what would happen? No, why because it’s all about faith and love in which is why it’s all so meaningless.

There’s scripture in Ecclesiastes that’s talks about the ax.

I suppose the message of this blog would be about truly loving one another and boasting about GOD instead of material things and fir sure money.

There’s no amount of money that can buy anyone’s love. If you truly love somebody with all your heart money should not be included in Love.

Love equals GOD. It’s truly unconditional.

Much Love My Friends.

Melissa Giles

Surrender

Today is the first day of my life if Sobriety. I pray that GOD will allow me to see the importance of my life. I pray that he will direct my thoughts to be of him that I will finally understand the value that I have for other people.

For all who have some kind of addiction I get it. It’s a horrible feeling inside to have some kind of disease that is attached to you. I can pretend everyday that I’m ok. And in all reality we are all ok. The lesson in surrender is the thought that we have to love something more than GOD.

When I think about that, I do not love anything more than GOD. It seems to be different because I don’t listen.

You may be experiencing this is another I don’t know. I’m just saying that if we don’t listen then we can’t expect anything to change.

If I don’t change and that’s a choice that I have to make. It’s wanted! The change can’t be any scarier than the risks that have already been taken.

Even tho I started drinking again I’m still proud of myself for doing the things in Austin like keeping a job. I liking it. So the bullshit that I tell myself has to sto because it isn’t true.

I don’t know if anyone has realized how GOD is working with me. He took my mind and started making me crazy. Such as talking to myself, GOD and who ever else. Like for me that’s all really frustrating. It’s frustrating in the sense that I never have been like that.

I think about my past life before being transformed mindfully. I’m like dang I’m nothing like I was before in my thinking. With that said I will never miss that old Melissa in the fighting, worldly thinking. Keeping that mindset of Spiritual thinking is hard. I make it even harder by making the decisions that I make which are not good. The point being us even tho I don’t have the life I used to have….. my own place, a car, most importantly I mess the family part of it. I miss cooking and cleaning and having that family with my kids.

However I don’t miss the insecurity that I was stuck in there. Jealousy not being ok by myself, cussing, being hateful all those things that was taught growing up.

With that said I’m ok with the new way of thinking that GOD as taught me. Even tho I don’t act like I’m wide. I truly am. I know that when I get Linda back I will be able to teach her a different way of thinking so that she doesn’t grow up with low self esteem ir judging or the love of money or materialistic things. Like that’s not ok. Right!

The decisions that I’m making are what’s keeping me stuck and today is the day that stops.

When I almost quit smoking… GOD gave so many more ideas and the thinking of him to write. I didn’t do it. However my mind and the visions were awesome. Just a little taste of that is great. Then I started back drinking and smoking and he takes my mind away. That’s how powerful he is. I feel it. I feel the difference. I don’t know if you noticed in my ability to stay focused at work. Or the ability to work like find stuff to do and make sure it’s done. Instead of standing there day dreaming. Like that’s the power of him saying look Melissa your doing this.

It’s a big slap in the face. However the experience with that is huge. Because he showed me as I felt the difference. It’s powerful.

Today is a new day. My goal today is to write goals down at the river. And my book.

To whoever is reading this life is hard. There are big hills and sometimes mountains to climb. The hills and the mountains get smaller when we start recognizing the way you are thinking. GOD will tell you. Just listen to your gut. Be aware of your surroundings and if there ya something going on in your life listen to what people are saying because most likely GOD will tell you through someone. So listen. It’s really powerful when you here something from someone else about how your acting or feeling.

It’s also a great way to build a relationship with GOD. Even tho the reality of it sucks sometimes. I’m not going to lie. It’s hard yet so exciting in the end because your changing who you are.

You addressing your character defects. Over time you start acting different.

This life is based on everyone’s thinking.

However it is also about the love for one another and having FAITH.

GOD is love and faith. It’s the foundation of the world.

With all this said, I love you all. If your having a hard time with addiction send me a message because I too am having a problem with drinking. We can support one another, that’s why GOD made people. The worst part of being addicted and not having somebody is hard. With that said let’s connect.

Much Love Always.

Melissa Giles

What is the value of circumcision?

So if a man who is uncircumcised keeps the precept of the law, will not his uncircumcision be regarded as circumcision? Romans 2:26

Yes! Of course because it is written in his heart the Law in which is the 10 Commandments.

Then he who is physically uncircumcised but keeps the law will condemn you who have the written code and circumcision but breaks the law. Fir no one is a Jew who is merely one outwardly, nor is circumcision outward and physical. Romans 2:27-28

See it’s what is in our hearts that determines the outcome of life. It’s back to the fool being wise it vice versa. The righteous or the unrighteous. It’s all based on the heart and Faith. Right? It’s the mustard seed of that tiny tree which is you that grows bigger and bigger as you grow Spiritually in your thinking. It’s important! Very important. Not the labeling of the only people that have addiction problems is alcohol and drugs.

I’m very big about the wise and the fool and the very meaning if it. That to is a state of mind.

Then what advantage has the Jew? Or what is the value of uncircumcision? Romans 3:1

Much in every way. To begin with the Jews were entrusted with the oracles of GOD. Romans 3:2

The people who love people as GOD so loved the world he gave his only begotten son to come and save you and me. Those are his chosen people that spread his love to others. So ya that have been through a lot and can help another through the love of Jesus who is GOD. It’s those that find their purpose. It’s those that are made to be and have more than what they have had or what they think they are worth. A million trees no matter the age, the bark on the tree says so many different stories. Such as our lives and the scares that are on our hearts.

What if some where unfaithful? Does their faithlessness nullify the faithfulness of GOD. By no means! Let GOD be true though everyone were a liar, as it is written, “That you may be justified in your words and prevail when you are judged.” Romans 3:3-4

That no matter what we do we are forgiven fir our sins rather you be righteous or unrighteous, rather a wise man or a fool. Whatever you feel you are in the works you are not anymore or less than Tom, Julie or Sam. That’s why when you are being Judged and you know this in your heart you just let it go because GOD will be the judge. This ya another state of being. A difficult way to maintain this way of thinking because we always feel like we are on defense. Wanting or feeling like you have to defend yourself. Just because someone has a different opinion about you are something else going on in your life does not make he/she or you right or wrong. It’s just a different perspective. So just let it go if it does not apply. No need to feed into something that does not serve the true way that you feel. Or get upset about it. Another way to strengthen your faith.

There ya a saying that would pop in my head when this part of my thinking was being renewed. If it doesn’t apply let it fly. There was no reason for me to get upset about spilt milk. It helped a lot with in my thinking if looking at others I opinions in a different way. Very refreshing when you get to this point. Don’t let anyone or anything steal your joy. It does not serve you, physically, emotionally most definitely spiritually.

But if through my lie GODS truth abounds to his Glory, why am I still condemned as a sinner? And why not do evil that good may come? As some people slanderously charge us with saying. Their condemnation is just. Romans 3:7-8

Good things happen to bad people and just the opposite bad things happen to good people. This use to bother me. I could not understand why my mom would never really struggle. I mean she struggled however always had it made. If that makes any sense. I’m using this has an example because of how I viewed her after I met her. In my eyes she was not a good women at all. Using men, drugs causing like the whole nine. If she wanted something she got it. I just shrugged it off. I’ve always loved her. I just didn’t think that she deserved all the nice things she got for the type of person that she was.

Same as in jail in 2005. A year I was there. A whole year. First offense ever! Worse sentence and people coming in and out of there several times for the same-thing and would be let go and then they’d be back. I really had a hard time with this at first.

Half way through the year I was there was an older lady that was there and she introduced me to the Life Recovery Bible. I now I know to be GOD. I didn’t know back then. He took me to Ecclesiastes and I had a full understanding of why things happen in this world and some things we are not to understand. Just because that was happening to that person or this person that wasn’t the plan for me and I should not be upset about. That’s where the condemnation thinking it was just comes from. Like it says in Ecclesiastes we came from dust we shall return to dust. Just like it’s not my business what others think about me it’s also not my business or even to attempt to ask questions about why this happened to a person and yet this happened to me.

This is another way to build your mindset to be one of GOD and the state of mind Faith. When you do these things by allowing him to change your mindset you are being moved closer to your purpose. You must allow it! As hard as it can be just do it! Let him renew your mind.

What then? Are we Jews any better off? No, not at all. For we have already charged that all, both Jews and Greeks are under sin. As it is written: “None is righteous, no, not one. No one understands; no one seeks for GOD. Romans 3:9-11

If this is the case as it is written why do you think your better than everyone else? Why do you feel your thoughts are greater? By the cars you own, your ability to make a lot of money, family friends why? If no one is seeking GOD for the answers to all things then what is your point?

Are you not a sinner just like everyone else?

All have turned aside; together they have become worthless; no one does good not even one.” Their throat is an open grave; they use their tongues to deceive.” The venom of ASOS is under their lips. Their mouth is full of curses and bitterness. Romans 3:12-14

Why? Because you don’t know the word. You don’t take the time to know that we are all the same in just many shapes and forms of the thinking that you have been taught. You don’t know what the 10 Commandments are so… how can you obey them? This all starts with your thinking in your knowledge of what is written and what is written is true life.

“There is no fear of GOD before their eyes.” Romans 3:18

There is no seeing things for what they are. It’s immediate jump to judgement or opinion not that of GOD.

Now we know that whatever the law says it speaks to those who are under the law, so that every mouth may be stopped, and the whole world will be held accountable to GOD. Romans 3:18

Now knowing this way of thinking or that you may want to start changing what comes out your mouth in the form of judgement or being overly opinionated. Because it is the law that you are under. You then cannot he mad if you don’t get the major blessing you are asking for because you are not obeying what the law says. In which goes to the state state of being of faith. Believing that GOD can handle all things for he is the one who made them. Another way to strengthen your faith in the way that you think to become one minded with him. That is where the true blessings and prayers are answered. It’s all in how you think and treat other people.

For by the works of the law no human being will be justified in his sight since through the law comes knowledge of sin. Romans 3:20

He made the law specifically so that we will sin. So that when that day comes that you are sick and tired of being sick and tired of your life that you would turn and say I surrender my thinking to you GOD. It takes time. I still haven’t surrendered all things. What keeps me afloat now on my thinking is him for sure. The other thing that keeps me afloat is I will never forget who I used to be compared to what I am now.

But now the righteousness of GOD has been manifested apart from the Law, although the law and the prophets bear witness to it, the righteousness of GOD through Faith in Jesus Christ for all who believe. There is no distinction: for all have sinned and fall short of the glory of GOD. Romans 3:21-22

As you and I both have heated witness because it’s based off our experiences in life. It’s what has made us who we are today especially if we have overcome something. It is said that you are saved by grace. I never really understood that saying until a few years ago. Honestly maybe not even that long ago. I didn’t understand what grace ment. Then when it dawned on me that grace ment that you are saved and forgiven by Jesus because he took our sins away be dieting on the cross.

Then I was sad. Sad that he did that and more so that I didn’t and even sometimes now don’t deserve that kind of Love. However he keeps coming back to me and sending all his angels to make me understand that I do deserve love. Rather it’s from him or someone else. For me at times is very hard. Not because I don’t love myself because I do. Just sometimes I feel like I don’t deserve it because of his unconditional love for me and that I haven’t always given that back. He tells me it’s your faith and that’s unconditional love. Not only that I work daily on keeping my thought to be of him. That’s not something I ever want to lose. Believe me I have almost lost it completely. That’s heart breaking to me. Just like with this other person who has shown me unconditional love that even from him I don’t feel like I deserve it, however I would be broken hearted if I didn’t have that. The key is to show it back, in which I’m working on that. There are 3 things that consume my mind daily. Well 4.

1. GOD

2. Spiritual Warfare and building it to what it is suppose to be

3. This other person in my life.

4. Fighting off the devil to stay level headed and sober-minded to accomplish the first 3.

When I say sober minded. I am talking about not just alcohol, however the way I think. That I continue to keep my thinking as being of GOD and of nothing else. There are days when I don’t know if I’m winning or losing that battle. That is the meaning of being Sober minded to me.

Here are 5 examples of being sober minded daily.

1. Keeping control of my tongue. Sometimes if something is said or done I will have the thought to go sideways in my thinking. Literally I will hear a voice say say this to that person. Tell that person they are stupid or wrong. I say no I’m not going to say that. Back in the day of old thinking I would have. However not an option. It took way to long to accomplish this mindset to one with GOD.

2. Doing something that I know I should not do. I will hear. Go for it Melissa you won’t get caught, you can have that one beer. Yeah go get a cig or smoke. The things that I have complete control of such as stealing like no. I hear that a lot. Just take it it’s ok. I have to fight it. Not because I want to take it. It’s that stupid voice that tries to egg me on when I’m down. It’s a battle everyday.

3. I know what I need to do to succeed in every way. Yet I don’t do it. I fight with myself to stay awake or to make that video or join a webinar or whatever it ya that day. I hear oh… you can go to sleep you will fe up in a couple hours don’t worry. This I haven’t fought as much as I should. And then if I do join a webinar it’s like the most important part of the webinar or what is being said and directed towards my mind goes blank. Then the person will say something to get my attention and I will then know that the person was directing that towards me. I didn’t hear it. That I don’t understand. I will fe in full focus just waiting to hear what us being said because 9 times out if 10 it’s directed at me. It’s like the other person or thing that has control of my mind knows what’s going to be said and will block it out. Then I’m left with questions and the other person is thinking I’m way out there or not listening it whatever. It’s soooooooo frustrating. Of course I can’t go and say wait repeat that. I don’t know how to be sober minded in this other than prayer that it stops.

4. Taking control of my thoughts of not showing appreciation to others that have helped me. Like asking how people are doing and engaging in conversation. Fully understanding what is being said. Building relationships. Sometimes this is hard. I’m mindful of it and work on it especially at work. I am interested in others and want to meet new people and I want relationships. That’s my heart desire. It’s hard when my mind acts like it does sometimes. It’s lame. I’m fighting whatever it is that is holding me back in this arena. Talking more and asking people questions about them.

5. Is not being so darn selfish. Like I will say or pray this is what I am asking for to GOD about the day. Starting in the morning when I get up. That my thoughts only be of him that he will direct my thoughts and anything that comes out of my mouth he of him and of nothing else. It works. It works even more when I do what I originally asked for at the beginning of the day.

6. Being grateful and not not smile. To keep my faith that’s it’s all going to be ok.

These are 6 things that I work on daily to be sober minded.

Then what becomes of our boasting? It is excluded. By what kind of law? By a law of works, NO! By the law of faith. For we hold that one is justified by faith apart from the works of the law. Or is it GOD the GID of Jews only? Is he not the GOD of gentiles also? Yes, of Gentiles also, since GOD is one – who will justify the circumcised by faith or the uncircumcised through faith. Do we then overthrow the law by this faith. By no means! On the contrary, we uphold the law. Romans 3:27-31

Again it is the wise and the fool, the righteous and the unrighteous. No matter who you are or what you do you are saved by grace through Faith.

Much Love My Friends. 💜💜💜

Melissa Giles

P.S. The mind is so complicated yet so simple.

Paul, a servant of Christ Jesus, called to be an aplostle, set apart for the gospel of God, which he promised beforehand through his prophets in the holy scripture, concerning his son, who was descended from David according to the flesh and was declared to be the son of GOD in power according to the Spirit of holiness be his resurrection from the dead, Jesus Christ our lord, through whom we have received grace and Apostleship to bring the obedience of faith god the sake of His name among all the nations, including you who are called to belong to Jesus Christ.

There is so much to say about this scripture. The main thing that sticks out is the obedience of Faith. Does he not say that do not worry about tomorrow for today has its own troubles?

According to the holiness of spirit! It’s the obedience of faith. What is faith? It’s believing in things that are not seen. It’s knowing and trusting the Spirit that lies within you, it’s the sound mind to know that everything works for those who love GOD whole heartedly. What about my daughter.

Melissa only you can change that. Well that’s why o am writing about Romans tonight. Ok than do it. Stop thinking about what you will write what comes to mind talk only about what’s in your heart and not your mind. Ok father

I’m so sad for my daughter! Who already has gone through so much. To be put in another situation from another insecure women. I can’t judge because I’ve been there. However I think at that age Omgosh she must be pushing 60. I have to get my daughter out of there because as usual dad is choosing a women and money over everything. He doesn’t live Linda just like he didn’t love us while he was choosing. He was selfish! And I am selfish! 🤬 these are the generational curses that are being talked about in the Bible! It doesn’t necessarily have to be about addiction to substance of some kind. It is so much more than that. It’s the behaviors that are displayed down to the bone of negligence down to distorted thinking, to lowering yourself to nothing in which you are everything because you are the key! You are the one to do it! You and only you who can make it better!

First, I thank my GOD, through Jesus Christ for all of you, because your faith is proclaimed in all the world.

In this journey of faith, taking 2 mayor leaps about to make a third. First quitting my Job of 7 1/2 years to go for my dream. It’s been a ride for the last 5 years 5 months and 28 days today. Second leap moving to a city where I know nobody, no job lined out no place to live just left a place as I knew as my home of over 30 years.

Man I’m old! Geez 😊 with that being said I’ll be here building a new home for my daughter my dad and my own family with a husband I’m sure eventually. Moving Forward.

I do not want you to be unaware, brothers that I have often intended to come to you (but thus far have been prevented), in order that I may reap some harvest among you as well as among the rest of the Gentiles. Romans 1:13

Listen! 😊

I am under obligation both to Greeks and to the barBarians both to the wise and to the foolish. Romans 1:14

So I am what to preach the gospel to you. Says the teacher of Romans.

I really like Romans because it talks about the pieces of the mind that we don’t understand. It talks about the feelings that we feel as being human. I mean we are human. Even tho it says in Mathew that we are to be perfect! We aren’t. We are beings.

Now look at it this way. The way GOD Went through Paul because Paul was a faithful follower and was made Perfect in GODS eyes because he found his Purpose. Not for people to judge him, in which they did.

However, Romans focuses on why we do thing that we don’t want to do. It focuses and kind of confusing of why the mind works the way it works. Moving forward.

For in it the righteousness of GOD is revealed faith for faith, as it is written, “The righteous shall live by faith. Romans 1:17

Now to me that doesn’t say the righteous is a fool or even a wise man to me it says the righteous is a person of faith for faith.

With that being said it means a state of being. State of the mind that is of faith For faith. Very important to understand that. Especially in the book of Romans.

For the wrath of GOD is revealed from heaven against ungodliness and unrighteousness of men, who by their righteousness suppressed the truth. For what can be known about GOD is plain to them, because GOD has shown it to them. Romans 8:18-19

Again he is talking about the righteous not the wise nor the fool he is talking about the state of being of faith. The being of faith with ultimately becomes a state of mind.

For his invisible attributes, namely his eternal power and divine nature, have clearly perceived, ever since the creation of the world, in the things, that have been made. So they are without excuse. Romans 1:20

So this is what I’m experiencing now. The only thing that is strengthening me is GOD and my Faith. He’s saying that you cannot have an excuse because I’ve already told you. So the frame of mind that I’m experiencing now is on the verge of making me indefinitely. I’ve seen it. I read a proverb the day before yesterday that says something along the lines of broken beyond repair which means indefinitely. Do I think he will do this to me he says no! Because of my faith. My love for others and really ultimately I am one with him. Nothing can change that nor break that no matter what any does to me.

So much contradiction in the above statement. Yes I read this do I think that he’s doing this now will it happen no! Ugggggg. Isn’t that the way the Bible is. It says this and than that total contradiction in a lot of areas of the Bible. I can’t tell you were exactly I just know that there is because of the personal relationship that people in the Bible have with GOD! They were everything that we are now just in a different time different setting yet same behaviors and actions that were here in ADAM and EVE.

With that said it says the foundation of this earth is FAITH yet not even our leaders of the churches have it. So how can we fully understand the mind and our own actions with in breaking the 10 Commandments which is also the foundation that leads to faith through the Love of others.

Said to be faith and said to be love. In which is the 10 Commandments. It says:

Everyone then who hears these words of mine and does them will be like a wise man who built his house on a rock. Matthew 7:24.

If you know the 10 Commandments you would say how is that humanly possible to obey. Right?!? Theoretically speaking No! So then how can anyone expect another person to be perfect. You can’t.

Again then the only way to eliminate the thinking of this world is to have the state OF mind Of faith for faith.

For although they knew GOD, they did not honor him or give thanks to him, but they became futile in their thinking, and their foolish hearts were darkened. Claiming to be wise, they became fools, and exchanged the glory of the immortal GOD for images resembling mortal man and birds and animals and creepy things. Romans 1:21-23

Its the negative thinking that honestly in every aspect of our lives that makes us or breaks us. Right? So what the Father is saying is that when you can take that turn and just trust than the thinking positive arises and then of course Faith. With that being said my friends the state of being of faith is crucial to all decisions based on behaviors. We soon will get into that.

See my friends. It’s the mind that controls all things. It’s what we tell ourselves. It’s the habits that are formed into behaviors over tome through generation to generation. This is what makes us who we are. We are all sons and daughters of Abraham, Isaac and Jacob.

Claiming to be wise they became fools in their own thinking constantly complaining or blaming one another for their actions. Instead of thanking GOD for all that he has done for you you put the blame him on him after blaming everyone bur yourself for your own stuff.

What happens to you in between you and GOD how you handle the situation obviously determines the outcome. However, it also determines your character of yourself and is it a character of GOD.

Therefore GOD gave them up in the lists of their hearts to impurity, to the dishonoring of their bodies among themselves, because they exchanged the truth about GOD for a lie and worshiped and served the creature rather than the Creator, who is blessed forever. Amen! Romans 1:24-25

And since they did not see fit to acknowledge GOD, GOD gave them up to debased mind to do not what our to be done. Romans 1:28

With this said GOD said I gave you free will so do what you do. He put them aside and moved to the next person that actually wanted to honor him and not the creature. Which could be of another human being. He goes on to talk about them sexual side of life of men giving into men and women women. Then he says how evil that it. They have become

They were filled with all manner of unrighteousness, evil, convetousness, malice. They are full of envy, murder, strife, deceit, maliciousness. They are gossips, slanders, haters of GOD, insolent, haughty, boastful,inventors of evil, disobedient to parents, foolish, faithless, heartless, ruthless. Romans 1:29-30

This is another part of understanding GOD and the way he thinks. Because aren’t all people at one time or another displaying this kind of feelings and actions towards one another at some point. Of course as you get older you want to be better so you get better. However it is that you do that. This is another reason why wise is no better than the fool and vise versa. We are all the same in some way shape of form unless you obey all 10 Commandments and have FAITH. Remember the state of mind of your being is faith.

Point being is that it’s not just the man liking the man or the women the women it’s the also the wise and the fool. Instead of judging you leave all things to him. For all things come from him and the stare of mind that he will judge them along with the fool and the wise. Moving forward.

Therefore you have no excuse, o man, everyone who judges. For in passing judgement on another you are condemning yourself, because you, practice the very same Things. Romans 2:1

It’s the behaviors they GOD is talking about. Haters of GOD, envoy, strife, malice murder, gossiping ETC… Instead of leaving things to GOD. You take it upon yourself and do exactly what others are doing. It’s the state of Mind of Faith that is they key here. It’s not easy. In fact faith is the hardest spiritual discipline one can achieve, maybe even the greatest success one can have.

We know that the judgement of GOD rightly falls on those who practices such things. Do you suppose, O man,- you who judge those that practice such things and yet do them yourself that you will escape the judgement of GOD? Or do you presume of the riches of his kindness and forbearance and patience is ment to lead you to repentance? Romans 2:4

For one it should be in daily prayer father please forgive me of all my sins. Why? Because we are sinners. No matter who you are or what walk of life your in. We are all sinners. Just as a new day is a new day. We shall pray it everyday to be forgiven to keep your heart clear from being sick and opened to a new way of thinking in which is faith.

But because of your hard and impenitent heart you are storing up wrath for yourself on the day of wrath when GODS righteous judgement will be revealed. He will render to each one according to his works: to those who by patience in well-doing will seek for glory and honor and immortality, he will give eternal life; but those who are self-seeking and do not obey the truth, but obey unrighteousness, there will be wrath and furry. Romans 2:5-9

Now, this is where the 10 Commandments would come in as said before. Doesn’t he show us his wrath here on earth. With the things that we do in our lives daily. Envious of others, strife, deceit, any kind of addiction, being boastful, lovers of money, and the lost can go on and on. So here on earth he will make things rough for us because of the intention of the heart.

Now, I know this first and foremost. Maybe thinking that in intention was good and really my heart was saying something different. I’ve been so selfish in a way that I don’t even understand. I’ve never had problems showing love giving love, not learning being stuck in some kind of addiction. I’ve never been not able to over come something. I’ve been strong my whole life. I’ve taken care of people including myself. I don’t know why I act the way I act some times. And I’m sure that I’m not the only one who feels this way.

I’ve thrown out all of my past which is very lengthy. Some my own doing and a lot of not my doing. He has taught me to forgive and to forgive myself. He’s taught me to me a women of Faith for sure. He had made it hard on me to get me to understand. Examples homelessness, broke all the time not having food, clothing like all the things that one needs yet he has always provided.

With that said, will I go to Heaven yes. Everyone has a place in heaven. It’s when you get there what’s next. Is it eternal life living like kings and queens for everyone? Or do you come back reincarnated or born of the spirit or soul of another person based on the way you lived here on earth before your silver cord snapped?

Questions that I cannot answer. They are questions that I ask myself. So when GOD talks about Eternal life he talks about what kind of person you are. What did you do to be kind to one another, thankful all the time. Did you love anything more than him, where you full of malice, slanderous of another person. Did you gossip or steal or whatever. All of it determines who we are as people and that’s what makes Eternal Life. These are also obeying the 10 Commandments.

The only way to learn these things is to start being aware of your thinking. Your thinking is what control what you speak and your actions. This is another reason why I like Romans. From the beginning of the book that’s the focus.

There will be tribulation and distress for every human being who does evil, the Jew first and also the Greek, but glory and honor and peace for everyone who does good, the Jew first then also the Greek. Romans 2:9-10

It’s written right here and in scripture above my friends. How can we blame GOD for the things that happen in our life? If you are blaming GOD for anything it’s because you don’t know what to do to obey him. You may think that just because your not addicted to a drug or some kind of substance than things are great and that’s why your not obeying.

No that’s not the way it works. Perhaps you are displaying another form of behavior that is not pleasing, such as anger, watching porn, over eating loving something else more than you love GOD! It’s the same. No sin is greater than any other, and said before who can you judge. You can’t for you are a sinner. Not only that just like GOD does things to get the attention of what you would say a homeless person or a addict of some sort. He does it too, with the being who does what I just talked about about.

It’s the wise the fool, the righteous the unrighteous, the homeless guy, the over eater it’s everyone my friends. So important to understand this. When you do you start thinking of one with the mind of GOD. That’s when your Faith starts to build.

Ask yourself what in your life are you doing that GOD is trying to get your attention in? It simply could be one thought pattern that’s been passed down. It’s not your fault it’s just tile to look at it differently because you are made for so much more.

For GOD shows no partiality. 😢 Romans 2:11

Now this verse makes me tear up. It hits me hard in my chest because I did everything he told me to do as far as my mind goes. He completely restored my thinking and I listened! It wasn’t easy to get into the mindset of forgiveness to the man that took my daughters life. It wasn’t easy to be loving and kind to my mother after all that she’s done or said, it wasn’t easy to have the mindset of forgiveness for myself, it wasn’t easy to have the mindset to keep living when I have never truly been loved by anyone accept my kids, and GOD. It’s not east to change your thinking to not want to do things that no longer serve you. It’s not easy to have the mindset and keep it that way. Then there’s my dad. Which is a whole other mindset. I’m I innocent in the things that I have done no I’m not.

However most people if put in my shoes would not make it as far as I have. Most people haven’t even experienced the things that I have experienced in 3 life times. I’m grateful for GOD and what he has shown me there are times that I feel like I’m not like most people. So I think he should show me Partiality. I know that’s not the right way to think. I know that I’m really no body special because I did what I was suppose to do. So why would or should I be rewarded for that.

Just like it’s the thinking of the person who thinks they are wise when in fact o a fool, the righteous and the unrighteous or the person who think they don’t sin or stands themself in judgement. Right?

So with that said just like there is no sin greater than any sin GOD shows no partiality. So… I just have to keep being grateful and stand in Faith like he taught me. Wants to teach you. It’s ok if I’m sad about that it’s my relationship with him. He comforts me. It’s ok.

For all who have sinned without the law will perish without the law, and all who have sinned under the law will be judged with the Law. For it is not the heaters of the law who are righteous before GOD, but the diets of the law who will be justified. Romans 2:12-13

My extraordinary friends! The law is the Commandments. I cannot stress that enough.

When GOD made Spiritual Warfare I had no idea what the deal was going to be. I had no idea what it all entailed. I didn’t know that I had distillates thinking fir one. And I definitely didn’t think I could become a better person because I didn’t know that I was a bad person. We only know what we have been taught. Yeah I need I had some addiction problems however never thought of myself had being a bad person.

Kinda to shorten this a little bit. Over the 5 years he taught me the new way of thinking them when I went to jail for the 6 months everything fell into place. He then showed me the 10 Commandments. It all made sense then because he taught me the new way of thinking without knowing what the commandments were. Honestly it was awesome to realize that. I read them and then thought WHAT!

Because of the way he taught me. Then it dawned on me the whole original saying of Spiritual Warfare. My very first website on Wix. Motto, Helping people find their purpose in life by changing the way you think. In jail the light bulb went off. I read and read in fact this is where this Bible came from. I didn’t say in and day out most of the time reading and writing in it. I wanted to learn more of proverbs because he used proverbs a lot on this journey. He used Ecclesiastes years ago however was a must read over again.

With that said the 10 Commandments are vital. That’s the law! It’s the Moral Law it’s the Law of Love and it’s the law of Faith.

For all that have sinned with out the law will perish, to the unbeliever! To all that have sinned UNDER the law. Meaning knowing yet not knowing because your heart ya yelping you to change however you don’t know how because you are under the law yet don’t know the law.

They show that the work of the law is written on their hearts, while their conscience also bears witness, and their conflicting thoughts accuse or even excuse them on that day when, according to my gospel, GOD judges the secrets of men by Christ Jesus. But if you call yourself a Jew and rely on the law and boast in GOD and know his will and approve what is excellent, because you are instructed by the law; and if you are sure that you yourself are a guide to the blind, a light to those who live in darkness an instructor of the foolish, a teacher of children, having in the law the embodiment of knowledge and truth- you then who teach others do you not teach yourself? While you preach against stealing, do you steal? Romans 2:15-21

Again this all comes from the way we think, yet our hearts are telling us something different. If your heart and your pattern of thinking is off, your life is probably a mess.

It says in John 6:6-16 that Satan has come and stole the thoughts of mankind. That the world will remedy Jesus instead of Satan. How does this happen. It happens by what we feed our brain. To much TV video games, all the negative people that is around, complaining all the time. Not smiling being over dramatic, drugs alcohol everything that yo love more than GOD.

As scripture says it is already written in your heart. You already know what his will is for you. You know that you will be a teacher, a preacher, anything it’s whatever your heart says. It’s written there. It’s the sin that we hold inside that keeps us stuck. That’s what it is.

I didn’t work Spiritual Warfare for a very long time because I felt like if I did I would be a hypocrite. So I would not do anything with it. How can I do and preach the word one I didn’t know it, 2 I was using and drinking, full of anger, distrust smoking the list goes on and on. There are so many people who do that in which they do themselves. I just couldn’t do it. It would defeat the whole purpose of being authentic and the purpose of Spiritual Warfare. Besides he was teaching me faith.

So doing what you know to be doing under the law and in your purpose of teaching and not doing it is a sin! I’m guilty of this here. I mean if I come across someone who needs me then of course I’ll do whatever I can to help them. Maybe some can relate to that too. There’s more to it. It’s a calling on your life to either make a difference or make money or both. That’s between you and GOD.

So now would be the time to ask the question what has my heart been saying to me? What do I spend a lot of time thinking about however no action? What do you say to a friend or stranger in need? If you do teach them something are you doing it too? Or are you telling them not to do something that your doing? It makes all the difference in your thinking and ultimately who you are. Are you treating someone different even tho you have been in their shoes yet you find yourself judging while helping? It not helping at all. See there are so many different Laws, and ways of thinking that the only way to overcome any of this is to become in one mind and that’s through Jesus Christ in which is GOD. And even then you have to maintain that mindset. Which is hard because when you reach that point there is so many not only energies however people that come against you and it’s even harder at times. Just speaking truth.

You who say that one must not commit adultery, do you not commit adultery? You who are abhor idols, do you rob temples? Romans 2:22

Do you not know that looking at another man or women is committing adultery? When you look at another women’s body or man’s body that is bringing lust to your heart because of looking that is commuting adultery? Are you not familiar with the law? If the Laws are made for ya to sin then what would be the next step. Forgiveness everyday in prayer of sins as well has building faith. Trusting right? Believing in the energy of a GOD instead of the outside energy of gossipers. Can you not make your own decision must you be validated by someone else rather than by GOD . GOD gives an answer and you have to ask a human? What power would the human hold? Only the power that you think that human knows to validate what you are saying. Breaking the 7th Commandment. Gossiping!

But a Jew is one inwardly, and circumcision is a matter of the heart, not by the spirit, not by the letter. His praise is not from man but from GOD. Romans 2:29.

Now I would I ask myself in these first two chapters of Romans. Do I know what the 10 commandments are? Do I understand truly what the Law is? Am I really treating people the way GOD would? Do I understand the meaning the pure faith? Probably not for most! That’s to come. Am I being aware of my thoughts and which way they are going? It’s very important to understand that everything comes from GOD.

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Always Much love my friends, 😊🙏😊😇

Melissa Giles

Money

You cannot serve Money and GOD at the same time.

You know I’ve never been a big fan of money. Through my life I have made enough money to survive and a little bit more here and there depending on how much I worked.

I started working at 16. As soon as I could get a job I was there. I tried to get one at 15 but they wouldn’t hire me because of my age. So I had to go back at 16 in which I did. Stayed with them for 4 years.

As the years go on better jobs came about. More money, then of course life happens and have to start all over. Not having any kind of schooling really. Not certified in anything with a Certificate.

I’ve had certificates over the years depending on what was required for the Job. Anything I’ve done in that respect I’ve passed. The one I loved the most was working at a Nuclear plant in which I learned a lot. You can’t just go back to a nuclear plant and get hired. I resigned from that job to be a at home mom.

Reading Proverbs this morning is really all about money. Tho I’d love to pick apart each one and write about it. However I truly not able. I’ve always have had very little and was ok with that. I made enough to take care of my kids and myself plus my past relationships. If I needed more money well.., I worked more hours. I remember I got my first ever $1000 paycheck. That was in 2 weeks. I seemed to have worked all day and half the night. Just do it it all over again the next day and night and the next day and night for 2 weeks.

Which produced the check of $1000. Funny how that works. My goal while doing this was to prove to my kids dad that you can work your butt off and have better things without selling drugs or doing things that were Illegal to make money. At this time he was in prison. In less than 6 months. I had us moved from a 545 square foot apartment to a 4 bedroom house furnished by the time he got out. And many of us know how that turned out.

With the words of Proverbs today leaves my silent. I have no thoughts other than what just fake to mind after reading it.

Much Love My Friends 💜💜

Melissa Giles